Well since summer is here for me... I don't have any summer classes due to not having any transportation. not nice right?LOL..
and also i dont have coins for the buses..
I'm losing motivation to do a lot of things.. because of med..lol shucks really.
well during the summer i have a few events that i can't wait for it to arrive.
like my birthday! i'm bringing Ramiro, Simon (if he can come) and my 3 other girl friends from college. Not sure if everyone could go but thats enough ppl. I don't want a huge crowd of friends to come because it'll be hard to pay attention to everyone. I just hope the ones that i've asked to come can come.
and then i'll be hanging out with a good friend. We'll go see a new movie! which that'll be awesome. i love movies! The best i've seen mostly are American movies. ^O^ they're good at making films.
I've been a lil lazy to play drums.. too. I even lost motivation to try out for a hip hop dance class during the summer. and i must recruit ppl for my band.. but
for some odd reason, i'm losing movitation.. what helps you guys get pumped up? my self-esteem is low nowadays.. due to med.. dont ask what med TOO. lol
I just hope hanging out with friends might cure it in a way.. or get some encouragements.. from peeps. here or skype.
but yeah.. i can even lose weight as fast as i use to due to meds again.
everything seems harder to do.. bc of medication.
what do you guys do to help yourself if you lost a lot of self-esteem from commodities??